Wednesday, June 3, 2009

A week from day...

two years ago, my life was changed forever. It's so sad to think about that tears immediately fill my eyes.
If I only knew what was coming. If I knew that the next seven days would be my last with Mom, what would I have done? What would we have done? Did we fight? Did we disagree? Did I drive her crazy? Was she as happy as she could have been? Did I tell her that I would do something next week not knowing there wasn't one to be had? Did I tell her that I loved her? Did she know?
I know that life doesn't work that way and I guess in a way I am glad for that. Knowing what's going to happen is sometimes worse than something happening. How would we have prepared for this had we known? There isn't a right or wrong answer here.
Life isn't easy and Life certainly isn't fair...

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