Sunday, May 10, 2009

Happy Mother's Day & 23 Months...

So today is Mother's Day and it also marks 23 months since Mom's passing. How did I do today? Not so good. I really was a mess for a good part of the day. I was crying on and off for most of the day. Mother's day for me just will never be the same.
John and I planned on visiting the cemetery as did Mike, Lisa and Mia. All weekend Mia was very vocal about Nana. She was walking around the house asking for Nana. She wanted to see her picture. Then after her bath they told her that they were going to see Nana. Well, she was so excited and kept saying, "See my Nana". It was enough to break your heart (and it did). It's just not fair and yeah I know life isn't fair, but it isn't. Mom would have given anything to see her grand kids walking and talking. Why were they robbed of this? Why were we?
So the day was sad and probably always will be. I think Steven summed it up on his Facebook account - "happy mothers day mom i love and miss u its not the same without u"

Happy Mother's Day Mom...

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