Oh, it's been awhile...

Wow, it sure has been awhile since I posted. It's not that I don't think of my Mom all that time it's just finding the time to sit and write. There's alot going on in our family right now. Soon there will be two new grand babies in our family. It saddens me so that Mom isn't here to welcome them or watch them grow and frankly that sucks. Well...it does. I am also in need off heading to the cemetery. That too I have been slacking on. I plan on getting there in the next couple of weeks or definitely by Thanksgiving.

Missing you always Mom...always in my heart and on my mind....

Heavenly Anniversary...

Dear Mom,

Where do I start...today marks three years that you have been gone. While it feels just like yesterday I can't believe that it has been three years. A lot has changed over the years but one thing remains the same...the hole in my heart that misses you every single day. I wish more than anything that you could be here. Here to see your grandchildren, here to talk to, here to confide in, here to offer your advice and me to do what I was going to do anyway, the list goes on and on. While I will never understand God's reason I know that there must be one. I hope that this world can see how wonderful you are. You are an amazing, amazing women, and I pray that I can be half as good as you.

Mom you were the center of our lives. We celebrate the life you lived and all that you gave us. Our wonderful memories are the things that comfort us.

With our hearts so full of love we are looking up at you and hoping that you are looking down on us.

We know that one day we will meet again.

I hope that you are singing and dancing with the angels.

Missing you with all my heart and soul.

~Christine

No words needed...

Happy Mother's Day in Heaven

If roses grow in Heaven, Lord, pick a bunch for me. Place them in my mother's arms and tell her there from me. Tell her that I love and miss her and when she turns to smile, place a kiss upon her cheek and hold her for awhile. Because remembering is easy, I do it everyday, there is an ache within my heart that will never go away. Happy Mother's Day in a Heaven, my beautiful mother. I love you always.

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Wishes Heaven had a phone...

Wishes Heaven had a phone so I could hear your voice again.

I thought of you today, but that is nothing new.

I thought about you yesterday, and days before that too.

I think of you in silence, I often speak your name.

All I have are memories and a picture in a frame.

Your memory is a keepsake, from which I'll never part.

God has you in his arms and I have you in my heart.

I love and miss you Mom.

Happy Easter!!!

She dreams in color, she dreams in red...

This past weekend I ventured into some of Mom's things. I found old some old necklaces, a bracelet of mine, our baby teeth (I guess Mom couldn't part with them) and charms. One charm imperticular was of the NY Islanders symbol. Mom loved hockey and Mom loved the Islanders. In fact, at one point, the dentist that she worked for was the team dentist. We grew up going to hockey games and both Michael and Bobby play hockey now.

Mia has taken a liking to hockey and actually every time she sees a hockey game she sings "Let's go Islanders". I thought the charm would be most appreciated in her little hands. She was told that it was Nana's and was thrilled. So thrilled, that she wanted to sleep with it on the first night that I gave it to her.

Mia and her Nana have a special connection. Mia was just under one when Mom died. She recognizes her in photos. Knows who's Mom she was. She also knows that Nana's favorite color is red. How does she know this we will never know. She woke up one morning and told Lisa that Nana's favorite color was red. No one has ever told her this, so how does she know? I can only conclude that Mom visits Mia in her dreams. It's also kind of comforting to me. Knowing Mom is out there, watching over us and her grand kids.

She dreams in color...she dreams in red :)