So...

Do you think me thinking of her means that she is thinking of me?

I saw her face a lot today. But my visions were not what I want to remember.

I see her laying in her coffin. She did look at peace.

I see her bracelet (that she wore everyday) on her wrist. It was good to see that on her because it was like, yeah, this is Mom.

Friday is 16 months and I can't believe it.

Some days I am sadder than others.

I just really wish she was here.

~Christine